In-justice we live

This is the real world... Your cinderella, A woman whose aids infested body Goes for 20 dollars an hour and your prince charming, the poor laborer who's life goes in a circle like the one in his throat.

A day to a 10th

So I've been expecting a certain mail for the past few days. And i received it today =) Ironically unexpectedly.

So i got home from exams feeling depressed. My scores for perdagagan and science might as well be two eyes looking at me or a finger flipping me off and an o 10. Thats rude =(

Anyways feeling emo-ish and being the retard you all know i am =) i stood in the rain for a couple of minutes... Trying to absorb the feel of the world around me .. I've always loved rain drops splashing all over me. Feels like a slap from reality. I enjoy it . So while trying to feel from this world again. Feel a worth in my life I decided to check my mailbox again after a failed attempt when i realized the mail was lodged in between the mouth of the mailbox. Happily i unbarred it only to realize the top was already soaked from rain water. Luckily the contents were safe =) So what were the contents?

These were the contents which i happily unpacked piece by piece while reading it unto my balcony =) A 10 piece limited edition collectible brightly colored motivational lovey dovey papers =)

I cut out the wet part of the envelope =)

But hang on to faith :)

oooooo pretttyyyy

Then i realized how can i grasp on to anything of this world , why should i spend time in adoration of this world trying to find something new and exciting? She already is my world =) i should spent time in adoration of her. I love you biibiiku =) happy early 10th month anniversary these cards came at just the right time =)

Love forever and always,

Calvin The "babi huTAN" Chien Vin

Love is my true destiny.

No matter what happens dear , it's God's will. Let's hang on to faith and prayers to keep this going, baby. What ever that comes through is God's will & if it really is fate , we would stay together forever. Twice , it happened. We still stuck together. I think you are the one.

i cant determine the future.

But.

One thing i know is.

I LOVEYOU.

And no matter how much i have to go through, no matter how much tears i would shed , ill try my very very best to get us going. Because you are the only one person who keeps me so alive in this life im leading right now. You never failed to give up on me , no matter how stubborn and foolish i really am. How would i want to let go of someone like, you , baby?

This week , had been pretty hard on me. But you were there to sustain me, when i was close to giving up. You stayed up with me. You gave me encouraging words. How can i ever thank you,dear? I never changed, i was as stubborn and fucked up but, you took me in.. You continued loving me.

Dear, you're my hubby forever and always. And one day, im gonna marry you. Even if it's gonna be a hard time for the both of us to get together later on, ill fight the battle with you. You are all that i ever want, Calvin tan chien vin.

After the break up, you really opened my eyes. If everything you've done isn't because of true love,i really dont know what else is.

OMGEE YOU'RE CALLING ME ALREADY!

I BETTER GET DONE!

I love you baby boo :)

Loves,Baby Princess :)

Heyyoos

Heyy people. Another century its passed so u know what time it is =D. Its time for a calvins blog update!


Soo how have you guys been? Life for me has been pretty up and down. Right now though. Its still down =( . No matters. Lemme dig through my brain for important information =D

Im gonna start the update By showing you some pictures of my favourite girll .... Princess stephy =)


After watching imagine that =)


SS1 =)



Jogging with Jon and yean nee

Yeah baby u like my tree i live under?
Apparently not

And btw for the price of a noodle cup you can own your very own apple juice packaged for babys! Yess this is no spam mail... Scroll below to hear what our satisfied customers have to say.


" yeah, pretty good juice . makes me feel like a kid all over again..... BRING ON THE PEDOPHILES! "


Oh and we healthy too. We go for bball games. Me and steph Against yean nee and shaun.

Team awesome possum. Cause that's actually my third ball

when dj and taman sea come to be.



This was the instructions that came with the ball. To test wind direction stand like this.


When she holds the ball like that , thats when u know aint no one shooting hoops no more.




She put this on me so no one would actually try buy me


Ordering some pan mee

Yes i truly am i stalker. I stalk so well she didn't know i was there. Im like one of those ghosts u see pop up in pictures.



I love the last 2 pics though =)


Oh and the other day when baby came over. She had with her a package. No not the male package. She had this little... little little orange box. what could be inside. Bomb? Poison? Love? daniel haris? Skype? Error 404 your computer now has to shut down! RUN! No! it was none of those. it was... Drugs.... Addictive.... Addictive... dru... i mean cookies.

This is what it was when she left it on my chair. Give it 5 mins

*POP* A loud cracking noise came from the box ... apparently the chemicals could be contained no longer.

Neither could her craving for cookies

She loves cookies


Make that we love cookies =)

Aside from steph. I had a jamming with ken and shaun liew couple days back. Playing brighter and hallelujah. That was pretty fun. I missed having play like that in a band. Oh and shaun. way to get mr blues =) awesome stuff u whipped out. Sorry no pics of vids guys. We seriously need the Sikap of Camwhores.

Neways till next time

The ray charles in aviators

Okok after u merajuk better put u in the pic.


I love you baby =) shooo much. Now and forever

My promise.,

You were my first love.


I made you a promise.....
its nearly time to see if ill have to keep it
Its nearly time to see if i can keep it
or if itll break it like mine to hers.

*muahahahahhaha*

It's 12.15a.m in the morning. Im invading Cal's bloggie again while he plays some lamo petrimo Spongebob game.Oh whee, we're going to OU tomorrow XD XD. And, and and! Cal watched Harry Potter without me:( Mean boyfwen. But he's gonna watch it again,anways so.I TAKE BACK MY WORDS.

i dont get why like,people want to own a blog and yet let it die a terrible death at the end of the day:( SO DEPRESSING LAH.So here i come :)

IM GONNA TALK BULLSHIT.
POST UP BULLSHIT.
So...

BABY DONT KILL ME.I LOVE YOU.

An updatee

Hey guys yeah the blog takes centuries to get updated but here it iss im updating =D with encouragement... Whos been asking me to blog? Im glad u asked (no really u asked). Its none other than my lovely princess stephy =)So what better to blog about then the girl who asked me to do so? I enjoyed the phone call yesterday. *loves* .Sooo lets upload some pics


Our first pic together =) the geekiness

If im not mistaken the first or second time i was webcamming with you




When you were at my gig in pauls place =)


Right before you left for brats camp and sing... =) sorry for being mean to you in the pic .. you know how =)


And this is the princess taken sometime close to the 6th month.. sadly enough we didnt take any pics during our 6th month.


you on the 5th months. =) and during one of your regular visits to my place =)


My tv addiction and your camwhoring addiction.


You remember what happened this night?


In your moms room


The pic you loved =)





The pics we edited..

Hewroo bii =) i missed holding you like how i did yesterday. Sure we fought yesterday but we still got over it and thatt just made me appreciate you more =) Im even missing you now while your at your aunts place and im secretly blogging for you ..


Sighh i feel so sickk my arms and legs are trembling but noo matter ill wait for you to return so that i can ehar your voice again =) Our 7th months in a week and ill get to see you in school uni again =D and vice versa Sorry for the random crappings bii your bf cant think straight while sick =) I cant wait to see you again princessku. I promise that from now on ill be a much better bff...Like you said last night. It feels like old times again.



Love your camwhoring author =)

I love you banyak banyak and forever wifey =)








ON THE SIDE NOTE

whats been the rage between my friends and my baby?


These Guys!






The old familiar guest.



The Lovely old timer


The new comer


Max =)